Archive for February, 2007

none to no one..

Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

a day change it all,
everything just seems lost and fall,
nothing survive for the day,
and the pain won’t get away,

little would she knows,
the unbearable stings that she had cause,
as i had promise her an eternity love,
and thus now i only had my ownself,

many says be strong,
and i would say whats wrong?
for me to get her again,
for not a mere shred of love’s friendly bond.

some say i should relax and stay away,
it’s hard coz i’m not the kind of person,
to give up easily and runs away,

none says that i should be with her,
others just silents and lend an ear,
now i would say am i made for her?
for fear i say did none like us being together?

true it is said,
sometimes u have to let it go,
so that she/he can be happy or so,
but i don’t undrstand the sudden end,
for all the years that it stands.

don’t worry i’m not fragile as every1 see,
i’m a just a person who had lost someone that so important than my own life, someone that i promise that i’ll take care of, someone that i try to cherish every second her hearts beats, i don’t give my promise to anyone just like that, and i still remember my promise to my frens.. so.. this is sometng for nothin.. if u get what i mean.

a week of hell!!

Friday, February 9th, 2007

this week it has been a hell for me.. i stressed out to much that i barely can stand it myself. first of all.. its the full assignment week. 2 labs report need to be passed up by monday. turun nait turun nait.. alhamdullillah selesai. assignment2 yg berlambak yg perlu passed up by friday.. alhamdulillah juak.. lecturer gave us the mid term holiday to finish up. dah lah my phone rosak and i was phone less..  err ada ka word ya? ehhee.. neway.. connector kat flip putus. damn.. susah mau contact orang.. lebih2 lagi ada masalah lain. guys.. i’m no longer with her… may allah guide me from this week of hell.. hanya allah tempat memohon pertolongan kinek tok.. still.. i’m in the deepest craziest most unthinkable dugaan now.. during this holiday diharapkan eeverything will come as it should be…